Thursday, September 20, 2007

good days and bad days

So just curious.... how many new mothers out there have good days? I certainly don't. I have good moments. That's right, MOMENTS. And I'm not talking moments like a Hallmark moment. I'm talking about a good 20 minutes if I'm lucky. I live my life by the moment and it is directly correlated to how Zofia's mood is at that particular MOMENT.

And it's just not only binary - good/bad; on/off - there are those ANNOYING moments too. Mostly my annoying moments are directly correlated to MY mood and how I'm feeling about work, home, husband, life in general. When I'm in my mood, then those annoying moments are very surfaced, sorry everyone - it's best to just stay away.

Today was a So-So day. Lukewarm. Tepid. I guess that I should be happy that it was neither good/bad or on/off but rather a flat existence but it's a bit of a so what.

I better get going... my annoying moment is creeping up as I realize that dinner is still on the stove and the kitchen is a mess and I'll bet anyone a beer if they can correctly guess who'll be cleaning it up....stay away!!!!

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