good days and bad days

So just curious.... how many new mothers out there have good days? I certainly don't. I have good moments. That's right, MOMENTS. And I'm not talking moments like a Hallmark moment. I'm talking about a good 20 minutes if I'm lucky. I live my life by the moment and it is directly correlated to how Zofia's mood is at that particular MOMENT.

And it's just not only binary - good/bad; on/off - there are those ANNOYING moments too. Mostly my annoying moments are directly correlated to MY mood and how I'm feeling about work, home, husband, life in general. When I'm in my mood, then those annoying moments are very surfaced, sorry everyone - it's best to just stay away.

Today was a So-So day. Lukewarm. Tepid. I guess that I should be happy that it was neither good/bad or on/off but rather a flat existence but it's a bit of a so what.

I better get going... my annoying moment is creeping up as I realize that dinner is still on the stove and the kitchen is a mess and I'll bet anyone a beer if they can correctly guess who'll be cleaning it up....stay away!!!!

2's company, 3's a crowd

Triads are difficult.
1 - me, myself, and I. no one to worry about, no one to answer to, not a care in the world. when you are alone, you wonder if the life you are living is the life worth living. Does it need to change?

2 - introduce your significant other. It's just you and your mate. Two people so totally in love. The conversations are great, the sex is great, everything is good. You can't wait for the day you get married and have a family.

3 - baby. Triads are difficult. With our new child, we fight so damn much. You can't be mad at a baby, so it comes down to your mate.